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Going Home © 2013 Jane Waterman

Travelling While Ill

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It was June 25th when I boarded the plane for Australia, where I had spent 30 years of my youth growing up. I hadn’t been there in 14  years. I hadn’t seen members of my family in 13 years (14 … Read More

anxiety, authenticity, chronic fatigue, chronic pain, depression, dissociation, fear, grief, invisible illnesses, medical practitioners, Sjogren's syndrome, top posts
Heart Song © 2013 Jane Waterman

Emotions and Chronic Illness

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I’m taking part in WEGO Health’s Health Activist Writer’s Month Challenge Day 1 #HAWMC – Why you write – tell us a little bit about why you write about your health online and what got you started. Why do I … Read More

authenticity, compassion, depression, dissociation, fear, grief, hope, loving-kindness, Tara Brach
Tempest © 2011 Jane Waterman

Disappointment

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I don’t know why after so many years I still get disappointed when depression cuts me down, but I do. Just a few weeks ago, I felt a certain sense of mastery. The herbal meds my naturopath had placed me … Read More

depression, dissociation, grief, hope, infp, sensitivity
Tattered © 2003 Jane Waterman

Cry Me a River

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Day 6 – Write about a time you had to take the high road I sometimes wonder at the irony of Sjogren’s syndrome, which often makes it hard to shed a tear, much less cry me a river. Whenever I … Read More

chronic pain, grief, hope, medical practitioners, Sjogren's syndrome
Eternity © 2004 Jane Waterman

Courage to Slow Down

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Today was a day of contrasts, and this recent computer painting sums it up – the grieving heart surrounded by the energy of the new, the authentic, and the real. Where ‘real’ stands for anything I believe in, including the … Read More

artrage, authenticity, chronic pain, compassion, digital art, grief, loving-kindness, present moment
Angel #2 © 2012 Jane Waterman

What Dreams May Come

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I’m late with this entry because I was and am tired. I fell asleep and woke up past midnight, thanks to one of the dogs needing to go outside. Like last night, I feel strangely out of words. In a … Read More

depression, dissociation, grief, impermanence, loving-kindness, middle way, present moment, Tara Brach, writing heals

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  • Care Package for People with Sjogren's and Depression
    Care Package for People with Sjogren's and Depression

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  • interior life
  • medical treatments
  • mental illness

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courageous people

  • From Pain to Peace
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  • Why I Call Myself the Writing Fairy

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